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Sunday, October 23, 2005
was on the way home today when a thought struck me. what if there were no traffic lights? hm. there are countries where there is total disregard for the red, amber and green, but what if they weren't even there? total chaos? hm. i think the time when there is no need for traffic lights would be the time when a state is truly mature and the citizens understand their country and fellow citizens. hah. talking nonsense.
nonsense aside, everybody went to genting for the weekend. without me. again. but nevermind. baby accompanied me for the weekend again. caught 40 year old virgin, which is damn funny. ate and ate. bought our rings. pretty pretty. thankies baby. =) looking forward to our 2nd date! hehe.
fatty bought quite a few t-shirts for me from msia. yay! and mommy bought me a paul frank jacket. black with the paul frank monkey on it. haha. quite cute. but comfy. wheey. bro having exams tomorrow..hopefully he survives!
time to study. exams in less than a mth. goodness. die. sigh.
nonsense aside, everybody went to genting for the weekend. without me. again. but nevermind. baby accompanied me for the weekend again. caught 40 year old virgin, which is damn funny. ate and ate. bought our rings. pretty pretty. thankies baby. =) looking forward to our 2nd date! hehe.
fatty bought quite a few t-shirts for me from msia. yay! and mommy bought me a paul frank jacket. black with the paul frank monkey on it. haha. quite cute. but comfy. wheey. bro having exams tomorrow..hopefully he survives!
time to study. exams in less than a mth. goodness. die. sigh.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
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Just for my Lovely baby:
Baby! It's been a really long and short 6 months. Long 'coz we've done so much together that other people do in years. Short 'coz it seems like yesterday when i first saw you at breakfast in your striped shirt. In these 6 months, you've gone from Yaozong who goes for lectures with me to mr striped shirt who stocks up my food supply and buys me ben n jerrys to my silly naughty baby who showers me with love and the occassional nonsense. The chemistry we have still amazes me. I still wake up wondering if it's all a dream sometimes. I never imagined that i can be so into a person but you've shown me that it is possible with the amazing amount of love and concern you shower me with. I do things for you not out of an obligation but out of a want, to make you feel comfy, happy, loved. Love you baby. There's just too much to say and alot more than i can't put in words. But i have to say a big big thankies, thanks for the little little things like our 6th mth west coast market yummy porridge date, for the little things like treating me like a little girl, for things like forcing me to sleep more, for the big things like letting me care for you and bullying you, for the bigger things like trying to become a happy boy and for the biggest things like loving me soo much and daring to let everyone else know about it. I love you baby. More 6 mths will come ya? I know it. Mwack.
love, love and much much more love,
Naughty girl Junli.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
great! just spent the whole of friday night and half of my saturday afternoon fixing up my brother's stupid 500 dollar tamiya car only to have it fail to work. i gotta admit fixing the car is good fun but when it doesn't work, it pisses the hell out of me. maybe it's not just the car. it's the fact that my brother is such an ungrateful brat. i could be studying, as much i dont' want to, i know i have to, but i spent my time on him instead and in the end he pulls a long face when it doesn't work. bleah. wth. and now they're happily eating dinner while i have to clear their plates later, after folding and taking in the laundry and baking a cake. i dont' mind doing all these but when they start putting on their black faces, it irks the goodness away from me. i dont' remember being such a brat when i was 9 or 12. what happened man. i want to sleep. =(
haha..seriously...how inaccurate can inaccurate get?!
it's pretty surprising that at a time when i'm so incredibly pissed, i can still get an "angel" on the how evil are you quiz. how inaccurate is inaccurate! arh! -screams n bites!-
Thursday, October 13, 2005
sigh. my academic graph is at its all time low. just made a flop of two tests in two days. been mugging for organic chem for over a week but nothing seem to have went in. so many equations, so many reactants, only one pea brain. why did i ever think that chem was fun? i think i'm really in the wrong course. starting to lose the direction of being in chem engin. seems just like a pointless paper chase with none of my interests taken care of. gotta find that focus back fast before i flop my final exams. i only have myself to blame for that mountain of work to do and textbooks to digest. since my path has been chosen, i shall paint it with my own rainbow colours and pull through it and come out a stronger person. will i? we'll see. for now, time for some phasaa thay. yay.
Monday, October 10, 2005
just drove back to hall on my mommy's command to give baby soup and fried rice. haha..i think my mommy is really in love with him. bleah. not that i mind. i get to drive and i get to see my baby and make him happy. fair enough. hehe. blog more later. he just discovered that i left the food outside his room while he's having meeting. and he thinks i'm home! this is fun! ------------------------------2 hours later -----------------------
home now! that was fun. think my parents are trusting me with the car a little bit more. they actually went to sleep without making sure that the car is back in one piece. yay. think baby is happy. but he's busy rushing for his quiz now. good luck!! well well, the sunday was a superbly fattening one but quite fun nevertheless. Went for lunch with yz's family at fort canning to celebrate his mommy's b'day. First thing i had to do, i had to reach his house late. oops. but his mommy was really sweet. first thing she said when she saw me was thanx for the yoga mat and she was pretty surprised that i know that she does yoga. haha. so baby's daddy drove us down to fort canning. we had buffet at this cafe at the clubhouse. meeting his entirely family including his sis is quite nerve wrecking. don't know what to talk about. oh well! i survived! =) and i think his mommy is starting to like me a little bit more 'coz she talks more to me now. anyway, yz's sis and me were both crazy about the dessert. the other food wasn't that superb but the chocolate mousse and the chocolate cake and the creme brulee. yummilicious! sinful sinful!
and after that heavy buffet lunch, my mommy fried keropok which my siblings, yz and i couldn't stop munching on. and after all that food, we went to habourfront for dinner at breeks cafe. didn't really wanna eat at first 'coz was still feeling full after lunch but nobody wanted to share so i had a baked dory all by myself. it's yummy! good stuff! but that made me so full i couldn't have another bite until afternoon today. i swear i can feel my tummy bulging still. eeee-yucks. thou shall not consume so much food in a day again for a long long while.
organic chem test on thursday. sigh. 1.5 more chapters to go! do it do it! arh!
p/s: no more sabo pictures of mr yz, only pretty ones. i realize he has too many of mine. risky. =(
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Yawn! Tired! and i havent even studied today! Woke up late, gave 3 hour tuition, went shopping with my baby, went shopping with my sister. Tiring! So many things to buy and so little money. Sigh. But yay! i got a new pair of shoes! silver and pink and white and it's called bling bling..haha..and it's a junior sized shoe! My feet aren't that big afterall la..(it's the biggest of the junior size). Maybe it's 'coz kids have big feet nowadays. but who cares! it's a nice shoe. Yay. Bimbotic me. Helped pretty intelligient girl choose a jigsaw. It's really sweet..ariel hugging flounder. 500 pieces! Yay! Fun! Looks like no studying for the night again. NONONO! i must must study! one last set of organic notes!!!
Hehe..just took another silly test again. Half true, half false.
Hehe..just took another silly test again. Half true, half false.
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
the important part is that my risk of cheating is ZERO! so baby you gotta believe me k. bleah. but i'm not pessimistic and it's not a commitment. it's an enjoyment. hah.
| You Should Get a PhD in Science (like chemistry, math, or engineering) |
 You're both smart and innovative when it comes to ideas. Maybe you'll find a cure for cancer - or develop the latest underground drug. |
oh darn..i'm not in the wrong course after all. bleah.
Friday, October 07, 2005
| You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
heyhey! not bad! quite true!
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Hehe..so many many photos of my baby! Handsome, playful, cheeky and sleepy. Wahahaha..baby..thanx for cheering me up ya? don't know what's wrong with me either. guess i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed with too many things to do and not knowing where to start. =) Thanx again. Mwack. Hehe..like the way you sleep hugging my pink hello kitty blankie and on my pink cushion! really like a big baby. haha.
My drive is finally coming back, but i think it comes in bursts. Last nite i managed to go through 2 or 3 organic chem notes. 4 more to go! yay! think i'll be ready for the test next week. i hope. biochem is still as screwed as ever. really gotta buck up! I've concluded that i can't study in the day. So daytime is for slacking around and sleeping and trying to study, den night time is for hard core mugging with the tv on! Channel 5 has good shows at night! Watched a really really old season of friends yesterday! Channel 8 has weird shows too! There was xin ah lang gu shi last nite which is this super super super old chinese drama. TCS days. Wow.
Glad to hear that fatty's exams are still fine and she's finally cheering up and biting a little less. Just a few more days to go! lucky pig! and my mom is as strange as ever, scolding and scolding fatty like nobody's business then boasting about her motivation to me. -duh-. but hey! the house IS in a huge mess 'coz of that pretty intelligient girl's exams. her books and papers are everywhere! ARH! it's like a warzone! i don't remember doing that. she better clear up after her exams or i'm sure my mom is gonna scream again.
Alrites. Shall try doing my thai homework while waiting for my parents. Hopefully they do come and not forget about me. Eek. More wacky photos of my baby next time. Wahahaha.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
You're a Passionate Kisser |
 For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
hahaha...hahahahahahaha...
| Your Birthdate: June 28 |
 Your birth on the 28th day of the month (1 energy) adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your Life Path. The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated. A birthday on the 28th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. Unlike much of the other 1 energy, this birthday is one that endow with the ability to start a job and continue on until it is finished. You may prefer to use the broad brush, but you can handle details as well. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. |
hm..me? dominating? oops. and i'm a born procrastinator..where got finish what i start..chey..
| Your Inner Child Is Happy |
 You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing. You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes. And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad. You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to. |
happy girl! damn..these silly things are addictive! arh!
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Another lazy, rainy wednesday morning. Feel like going back to sleep but i really gotta stop sleeping less! There's too much to study. Sigh. Yet another ESS test later and dance after that. Did i say that i feel lazy already? Hate to say this, but dance is becoming a little drag for me, 'coz it's straight after my test but more 'coz of some change in attitude of a few comm members and an over emphasis on the juniors and keeping the group "together". People come to blast simply 'coz they want to dance, not to join some social group. If they wanted to join a social group, they could be anywhere else. I don't remember the seniors doing anything to 'bond' us. Maybe they should have, but i'm not a person who enjoys attending social functions and group get togethers. No point forcing it right? Oh well. Just what i think la. Thank god none of them are reading this.
To make this better this wednesday, it's fatty's PSLE day! Yes! it's finally here! She's gonna be free soon to watch the tv and chat on msn and watever silly nonsense 12 year olds do! So happy for her. Hopefully she's coping well. Really wish i could be home to help her out but i have to study too. Sigh. GOOD LUCK FATTY! Gotta remember the jigsaw puzzle i promised her after PSLE. bleah.
Okay! i have to stop being lazy. STUDY STUDY!
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Yet another day wasted not doing anything! arh! hopefully i can complete my 2nd chapter of organic chem today and start on a third. i didn't watch webcasts after all. oops. really gotta start getting into the mood the little boy is portraying. MUGGERISM!
Had a good lunch with my classmates at NYDC holland vi. yummy yummy mudpie! reminded me of the time baby and me went there long long time ago. must go back again k baby? =) Den shopped around hv with them, bought myself a pretty denim skirt. gotta stop spending money like that! bad girl!
Then culture night followed. I don't think i've even been so nervous on stage before. And being so nervous, i was a flop. I was surprised my voice actually came out! Eek. So much for my singing debut. Guess i'll stick to dancing. Lesser singing. Anyways, thankies baby for that sweet little note you wrote, although the materials were provided by yours dearest. It's the thought that counts. =)
Had a good long talk with mommy after i bathed. Pains me to see the way she is but i know she'll get over it. She's a strong strong girl. Although i doubt she'll be reading this, i just wanna tell mommy to never doubt yourself because of something he said 'coz the rest of us love you for who you are. Dont' change yourself okay? You're a lovely and wonderful girl! I love you!!!
And with that, it's time i get back to my darling organic textbook. Sigh. Reaction mechanisms. How exciting!
Monday, October 03, 2005
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yaWn! it's 850am on a lovely monday morning 'coz it's a free day for me! or rather a self declared free day. wheey! even fishie on the left is so happy it actually posed for it's photo! going for lunch with my classmates den coming back for formal dinner + culture night. eat n eat n eat. love waking up to a great big hug and a smile from my baby. thank you baby!
singing at culture night tonight. i've been on the stage many many times for dance but i havent been on stage to sing since primary school! it's a totally different experience 'coz for dance, your whole person is busy moving around and what's left are the facial expressions. for singing, only your voice is being utilized! still gotta move and smile. it's really not easy. hopefully i don't screw up on stage, or worse still, break into a little dance. eeek.
alrites! time to get back to my organic notes and study till i fall asleep so that i won't grow fat according to my dearest. hah. wonder if it works.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
| Your Seduction Style: Au Natural |
 You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
haha..really?!
yet another weekend wasted doing anything but studying. my tutorials are lying on my table dying for my touch but so is the tv and the series of unfortunate events book that i'm halfway through. weekends should seriously be used only for slacking around, not for doing work! but with that said, i better get down to completing some form of work tonight after tech run. sigh..
but yay! tomorrow's a free day! more or less..i shall watch webcasts. i WILL watch my fluid and ess webcasts by tomorrow. i have to. must okay?
anyway, i still can't quite understand why people bother getting drunk.
1) it's like how super unglam?
2) you don't know what people do to you when u're knocked out
3) you blabber nonsense that you will never say when u're sober
4) you do the stupidest things
5) the hangover?
i know..it's all in the spirit of fun and the mood of the moment. don't know. don't wanna know either. beside..each shot of vodka has 120 calories! how much easier izzit to lap on the fats? heh..that sounds bimbotic. oh well.
alrights..shall go play some new moronic game i discovered on realplayer last night, pack my bag, hit the gym if i feel up to it then head back to hall for tech run. yawns..maybe squeeze in a nap somewhere. maybe i'll study in my dreams. hm..
but yay! tomorrow's a free day! more or less..i shall watch webcasts. i WILL watch my fluid and ess webcasts by tomorrow. i have to. must okay?
anyway, i still can't quite understand why people bother getting drunk.
1) it's like how super unglam?
2) you don't know what people do to you when u're knocked out
3) you blabber nonsense that you will never say when u're sober
4) you do the stupidest things
5) the hangover?
i know..it's all in the spirit of fun and the mood of the moment. don't know. don't wanna know either. beside..each shot of vodka has 120 calories! how much easier izzit to lap on the fats? heh..that sounds bimbotic. oh well.
alrights..shall go play some new moronic game i discovered on realplayer last night, pack my bag, hit the gym if i feel up to it then head back to hall for tech run. yawns..maybe squeeze in a nap somewhere. maybe i'll study in my dreams. hm..
Saturday, October 01, 2005
So! I've finally succumbed to the blogging frenzy my dearest boy and his pals have started. Not a bad thing actually, since they've created limitless entertainment for everyone else. But that doesn't mean that i'm about to become a source of gossip and open up my thoughts to the whole world. I am essentially still a person who likes to keeps things to herself, albeit the boyfriend's desperate and exasperated attempts to get her to speak up. Some things just can't be changed overnight. But nevetheless, everyone has their darkest deepest thoughts that nobody knows about.
Anyways, school is midway through now and i've never felt so screwed up before for the past 1 and a half year. Superb. I've only recently caught up with the fluid mechanics and thermodynamics with minimal understanding. The thing i'm best in now is Thai which isn't even my core module. I should just lock myself up! About time to pull up my socks and sleep amongst my notes. Somehow, i've lost the amazing drive i had last 2 sems to study for 10 over hours a day and sleep for 2 or 3. I need that drive back. To think that i'm a little less busy now than in last sem, being secretary at Blast! and singing and dancing in hall and 3 tuition kids to take care of. I should be studying instead of talking nonsense here. I know. But i just can't bring myself to do it. Bleah.
I've been more involved in hall this year, giving up engin club for hall. I'd love to say that it's a worthy choice since engin people aren't on my wavelength, but sometimes, hall life gets so taxing and tiring that backing out isn't a faraway thought. I love the fact that being in hall gives more opportunities to perform, although the audience are the hall residents. I love being on stage and hall has finally given me a chance to sing on stage, other than dancing on stage. I'm even gonna get to sing AND dance on stage in hall production. But are all these worth giving up family time for? I realize that i've been seeing very little of my family, very little of the outside world. I see my siblings for a little more than 24 hours on free weekends and less than 24 hours if i'm too busy. My parents don't say anything, but i know that they would rather i stay at home and look after them. On the other hand, hall life lets me hang around people my own age so i don't become some weirdo. Guess i'll have to weigh my choices again after production.
For now, it's time to bathe after a little gym session for the girl who's getting fat. The vices of hall life. Supper.
Anyways, school is midway through now and i've never felt so screwed up before for the past 1 and a half year. Superb. I've only recently caught up with the fluid mechanics and thermodynamics with minimal understanding. The thing i'm best in now is Thai which isn't even my core module. I should just lock myself up! About time to pull up my socks and sleep amongst my notes. Somehow, i've lost the amazing drive i had last 2 sems to study for 10 over hours a day and sleep for 2 or 3. I need that drive back. To think that i'm a little less busy now than in last sem, being secretary at Blast! and singing and dancing in hall and 3 tuition kids to take care of. I should be studying instead of talking nonsense here. I know. But i just can't bring myself to do it. Bleah.
I've been more involved in hall this year, giving up engin club for hall. I'd love to say that it's a worthy choice since engin people aren't on my wavelength, but sometimes, hall life gets so taxing and tiring that backing out isn't a faraway thought. I love the fact that being in hall gives more opportunities to perform, although the audience are the hall residents. I love being on stage and hall has finally given me a chance to sing on stage, other than dancing on stage. I'm even gonna get to sing AND dance on stage in hall production. But are all these worth giving up family time for? I realize that i've been seeing very little of my family, very little of the outside world. I see my siblings for a little more than 24 hours on free weekends and less than 24 hours if i'm too busy. My parents don't say anything, but i know that they would rather i stay at home and look after them. On the other hand, hall life lets me hang around people my own age so i don't become some weirdo. Guess i'll have to weigh my choices again after production.
For now, it's time to bathe after a little gym session for the girl who's getting fat. The vices of hall life. Supper.
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